Time for Change

Make that change I like people, I’m a social butterfly, people give me energy and inspiration.  I hate people, I love being alone, people drain me and give me despair. This virus is differentiating these people easily right now. I have been isolated for 8 days just leaving the house…

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Blog- Depression, It’s not me, It’s you

Depression- Its not me, Its you “Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure you are not in fact surrounded by assholes” A quote by the notorious psychologist Sigmund Freud. This topic has been on my mind for a while now since the cancer days, because…

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Chapter 1- What is This?

What is this? It’s the last day of the 2016 Olympic Games and I am working at the boxing finals and then tonight I’ve got tickets to the Closing Ceremony at the world famous Maracana Stadium. Yessssss what a time to be alive! I’m feeling a little hungover today but…

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Prologue

“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. If you’re going to try, go all the way. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs and maybe your mind.” The opening lines to a poem named Roll the Dice by Charles Bukowski. Not a direct…

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Introduction

Two star crossed testicles, both alike in dignity, in Rio where I lay my scene I shall set the scene. My name is Afsheen Joseph Panjalizadeh Marseh, Or Af for short. I am 29 years old and a lad that loves sports, parties, adventure, making people laugh and generally taking…

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